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The only thing you gave me, was the gift, of missing you, jaja. underneath the stars
I'll wait for you darling.

I can practise day by day, my magic tricks, just to see you smile.
Strum my guitar, sing out loud to you, just to keep you entertained.
Go around the world, if i'm rich, to get you all the things that you like.
Even let you go, seeing you leave, for you to be with some other guy.
The only thing that I CANT, is to see you SAD.
But for a man who loves that girl, it's hard not to be jealous as she gives no certain answers.
...
He's in doubt.
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Friday, November 30, 2007
disappointed day,
10:00 PM

STILL, THANKS RYAN AND FAHREEQ FOR THE WALLET! it's nice! hahhaha, i can finally toss my junkie wallet aside. keke. going east coast tomorrow with nick ben and wilson. SHIOK! haaha. erm, prolly makan with my family in the afternoon when my bro gets back from army and then head off to east coast. I AM SO LOST IN LIFE, my birthday wish is definitely asking for direction! hahhaaha. i sooo need to plan my life now, so many things to do. monday,tuesday and wednesday skipping classes for orion rehearsals, and i still need to manage my 4 projects(now that ICT is done) , and Liana's adventure race thing, and Ben's bank account thing, and Kelvin Yap's school project regarding the live taking video of elleness, i have no time for other things, which is good in a way i wont think so much about something that does not belong to me. LADY LUCK WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN IN MY LIFE? perhaps relationship stuffs are just not for me. i dont know jaja, OH YEAH, i still have to practise on my song, despite being down with flu and cold. so sad right? hahaha. HELLO NOW, no more 17 years and im facing the world thingy aaahhaa.a

OKAY, whatever it is, 18 is the new start,Hi My name is Gary Chun Ong Qi, I am going to be successful in life.







Wednesday, November 28, 2007
orion, exams, projects, omg.
7:24 PM

so i went for the briefing for Orion today, gonna skip class on next monday, tuesday and wed for rehearsals and performance. OMG there's only 2 other competitors for my young composer category. BUT THEY'RE SO GOOD, omg. and the judges doesnt seem to appreciate my genre, they prefer classic, meaningful lyrics kinda thing. dam sian, AND AND AND, i cant reach my high note of my song just now, omg, crack sia, LOL, everyone laugh DAM SIAN hhahha.

okay things to do list again.
1) Study for sports and wellness test tomorrow. So many things to remember omg.
2) PROJECT Marketing management on Kofu, need to have new concepts for Kofu. dateline in 2 weeks time with rose,william,fahreeq, aaron.
3) PROJECT ict business application, gotta do that wiki thingy, date line this friday, and we are still stuck somewhere with fahreeq, william, aaron.
4) PROJECT EFMA on some holdings due 2 weeks, with Arvind, Kah hui, William, Aaron
5) PROJECT Finance with Wei Ling, William, Mac. Due 2 weeks.
6) Adventure camp 8 dec, Orion 3,4,5 dec.

How siol? so many 4 projects in 2 weeks, are u kidding me? Okay im going to sleep now, wake up around 9 and study Sports and wellness, discipline, tomorrow wake up also study, then go french class. swee. set. omg, if you didnt come into, i think i'll be failing in everything.









Sunday, November 25, 2007
whheeewooooahhhh
11:18 PM

i have no idea what to blog on, but i heard that the 5 dragonboaters died, im sorry for them. omg la i hate nick, so talented omg omg, here's the lyrics to his song, it was recorded DAM long ago, haha, i hate nick i hate nick i hate nick i hate nick, omg omg omg whahahhaha.

I tried to
but it's not working
i've held my breathe now
i feel like i'm dying
so try to look at the better side of things
tell myself you're busy and walk away just waiting again
whats the big deal
it was only a few year i swear this empty heart could take another two more year
cause i see you're busy with no time for me but it's okay
i'll still love you anyways

writing this down is the best i could do cause i wanna see you
i wanna see you doing well in whatever you do
don't wanna hold you back to where i'll be selfish and crude i'll be selfish and crude

live your life till you open up your heart
work my way for a place to stay just wait for me and i'll find my way
i'll wait this year for you to be mineee

so we'll just stay as friends don't ignore me
cause in the end i wanna see if we can be what i hoped for
from the beginning where it's just you and i
I just got to try
cause i love the way you smile
strange way you carry out yourself
its the little things about you that makes it worthwhile
and i'm sure i'll be even though i can feel it
put it all under that
just for you

i want you to know
that i could be that guy for you

writing this down is the best i could do
cause i wanna see youi wanna see you doing well in whatever you do
don't wanna hold you back to where
i'll be selfish and crudei'll be selfish and crude

live your life till you open up your heart
work my way for a place to stayjust wait for me and i'll find my way
i'll wait this year for you to be mineee






Friday, November 23, 2007
ORION
9:43 PM

pretty good today! EFMA paper was quite smooth, then went for Orion audition. keke.
errrr, i had a lil mistakes, but okay not bad whahha.
eh the judges didnt say anything balls, guess i wont be able to make it, i dont know. hahhaa.
now, relax and memorise SW lecture 1-3, think about something for Koufu, and prepare to relax alraedy! whaahah.









Thursday, November 22, 2007
6:11 PM

你笑着说 他是朋友 但你眼中太温柔 我的不安 那么沉重 只有你不懂 他霸占了你的心中 属于我的角落 所以你说 我们不是你和我 是我想太多 你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我 是我想太多我也这样说 这是唯一能安慰我的理由 他霸占了你的心中属于我的角落 所以你说我们不是你和我 是我想太多你总这样说 但你却没有真的心疼我 是我想太多我也这样说 这是唯一能安慰我的理由 我想我没有错怪了什么 虽然你不说或许错在我 太晚我才懂爱了你太多 是我想太多你总这样说 但你却没有真的心疼我 是我想太多我也这样说 这是唯一能安慰我的理由





FAHREEQ AND RYAN!
10:02 AM

omg you 2 faggots take care of yourselves! wahahahhhha




Wednesday, November 21, 2007
i'll make a perfect event planner.
10:41 PM

i think way too much,


whatever makes you happy makes me happy,
9:44 PM

but deep down somewhere there is still hope. that maybe, maybe, maybe, one day, somehow, somewhere, something.


i'll do anything that makes you happy, hide at one corner with my feelings.
4:59 PM

erm, it's just another day in school, looking at corpse, play with real human bones, touching dead body with gloves, yeah, and looking at 14 year old intestines, face with all the torned tissues, arm, fingers, heart, brain. yeah. just a normal day in school.

OMFG OMFG OMFG LA! OMG, NORMAL DAY MY ASS, almost puked balls, so fucking gross, especially the last tank that kah hui opened, omfg. so we got the chance to visit our school's body museum i call it. the first hour, we were introduced the real human bones. yes, from skull to toe, everything omg, that wasnt that scary. then we moved on to the other room where all the body's are placed. at first i was skeptical about touching the skinned leg, YES REAL HUMAN LEG, just like how i was skeptical about eating that maggie mee we picked off the road with nick. lol. yeah but after almost everyone went for the gloves, i joined in too, hahhaaa. felt the tension of the nerves, ligaments, vessels and i must say they're really tight and strong, didnt know sia. omg.

my stomach still feels weird, haha. eh eh, hope my registration form for Orion dont get lost or what sia, if not i sue Orion's organiser under the Postal Accecptance Rule, "agreement is complete when letter has been validly posted by offeree, whether or not it reaches to offeror". wahahaa. Business Law boost my confidence balls, wahhaha. OKAY PLAN FOR TODAY,

Gotta sleep now, very tired, wake up at whichever time(cause tomorrow 1 oclock then start), give myself half an hour to makan, use com check things out then START STUDYING FOR BUSINESS FINANCE for 2 hours ZAI! OKAY! DEAL LA, i want to score A for this test! LETS GO ONG QI LETS GO *CLAP *CLAP LETS GO ONG QI LETS GO *CLAP CLAP.









Tuesday, November 20, 2007
discipline!
10:51 AM

discipline!discipline!discipline!discipline!discipline!discipline!discipline!discipline!discipline!discipline!discipline!discipline!discipline!discipline!discipline!discipline!discipline!discipline!

GARY! DISCIPLINE GARY! show yourself you can be! Okay, the plan now is go and makan until 11:15, then study finance for solid 30 minutes then go school. OKAY!









Monday, November 19, 2007
DAM SIAN!
4:32 PM

Yay business law ICA over, 2 more to go, Business Finance and EFMA, wheee.
today has not been a very good day,
1st i forgot to bring my keys, have to walk to hougang mall and take from my mom.
2nd, my guitar string broke when i was practising my orion song.
omg omg omg omg, tomorrow have to wake up early, go nick's place to borrow his guitar.
okay next thing to do = study business finance at 7pm. SHARP.
now im going to dota and then rest a while then makan dinner. OKAY SET.
hope the whole SW come down on 5th Dec for Orion! SUPPORT rahman, zul, denise, andy, ryan, nani(if she got the balls), and me! hahaha. COME PLEASE!









Friday, November 16, 2007
i really dont know.
8:29 PM

i really dont know, if she's a genius and had a master plan.
or it was plain mother nature, the way she communicate.

and i wonder, have i been stereotyped or misunderstood.
or it's just me? i dont wanna get online for the next 2 days.


Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Orion Young Comopser,
11:42 PM



YAY tomorrow going to submit registration form for Orion Young composer hahhaa. hope can win sia, hahaha if cannot also nvm, go make friends hehaaa.
Okay im having problems with my studies, lets see,
Business Finance - So many formulas to remember, but i think i can figure out.
Business Law - Have to learn to answer the question by different steps. and have to remember all the laws.
Marketing Management - Almost done with the ICA1 now, left with conclusion, ICA 2 Kofu project's gonna be quite hard i think.
EFMA - omg, auntie tutor makes me want to sleep only basket, think i can pull through as well.
S&W - die la, so many things to remember.
ICT - tan ban seng not bad la, somehow internet class is one of my favourite keke.
French - BEST MODULE LA, nothing to whine about.
okay, i read through the S&W tutorials and i have no idea how to phrase my answer, it feels like business law, you know the answer but you dont know how to phrase it. dammit. GOTTA SLEEP NOW!










woah,
8:57 AM

the lies i made myself believe, makes me feel like its heaven.
but when time passes by, you come to realise, it all crash and burn.

i always give myself hope siaaa i realise, i dont even know if it's a good or bad thing. Maybe this perserverance is the only thing i've got left, i dont know. really.

The most beautiful lyrics ever written by someone i know of, nick,

I have myself inside my closet, thinking there's someone but still there is no one.
And i can see the rays of the light, shining through these gaps, these doors aint perfect. And i hear the silence ringing, through my ears while i, write my hopeless stories to the world around me. please someone, open and find me i've been waiting too long for, wait too long. please come now, closer and thaw me i've been waiting too long for, wait too long.

VIDEO HERE. omg omg omg, beautiful la. who doesnt long for someone special to come closer?






Monday, November 12, 2007
Credits to Mattew!
7:56 PM

omg omg omg, omg omg omg, omg omg omg!
I seriously think our band can make it, start with songs that people know of, then specialise in our originals once we made it.
We just gotta believe in ourselves. I HOPE ONE DAY WE CAN PERFORM WITH CARACAL, A VACANT AFFAIR, WEST GRAND BOULEVARD and all sia. omg omg omg.
AND ONE DAY WE CAN AFFORD WIRELESS, haahaa then can really swing guitar around and move like mad. kakkaa.

ENOUGH band stuff. now now. do my business law and marketing management. OKAY MY LIFE IS ORGANISED NOW GOOD GOOD CHUN ONG, GOOD GOOD. oh yeah, i've got 2 surnames you guys know? my full name is chun ong qi, surname is chun ong, name is Qi, ASK ME WHY ASK ME WHY! now i go do work.









Sunday, November 11, 2007
omg omg omg omg omg omg,
12:17 AM


i woke up today around 10am with flu, and i have a gig at night. so i got dam nervous. drank like 20 cups of water while doing my marketing management project and then went back to sleep at 1pm. was like wearing 3 layers of shirt hahaaha. woke up at 2, covered in sweat, had to change my bedsheets hahhaha, then felt better. LUCKY SIOL.

SO TELL ME ABOUT ELLENESS SECOND GIG GARY!
omg omg omg omg. best gig we had so far, this one second only haahaha. better than the TP gig. theres like FANTASTIC PHOTOS that im going to upload soon, hope the photographer send me! and er, videos of our gig, video wasnt so good though, it didnt have space to capture all of us as the same time. yeah. I WILL UPLOAD SOON!

AND THANK YOU RYAN AND FAHREEQ OMG OMG OMG. LOVE YOU RYAN for asking me if i wanted anything from the adidas sales! and please teach me some james bond pick ups hahhhaa! LOVE YOU FAHREEQ for always supporting me man, helping me carry those shoes from jurong hahhahhaa.

omg i cant wait for the pictures and video balls. OMG OMG OMG. okay starting on monday, im going to work hard, for the next next week is the exams. STUDY HARD ALREADY I TELL YOU.!










Friday, November 9, 2007
omg omg omg omg omg,
2:56 PM

I BET YOU WANT TO EAT THIS BOY UP


I have always been a muddle head when it comes to taking note on where my belongings are.
but today aiyo, lost my mp3 sia. omg omg omg.

it was changing my mp3 battery, then had lesson, then after lesson, i had tons of things to throw away, so the first thing that came to my thought was throw away the stuff, and forgot about my mp3. ARHH, it was in this grey pouch, inside also got 2 M&Ms from tan ban seng. GASPS. arrr.

the mp3 was from my dad, i still remembered, it was sec 3 or 4, when mp3 galore was up. I ask my dad like how much ar mp3? he replied dunno. next day, he bought an mp3 for me, omg omg omg. then i had some problems with the mp3 and aidil gave me a creative mp3 which was workable, thus i just chucked it aside and my bro used it. somehow he made it worked. it's these little things that i tend to forget, that i was loved by my dad. mannnn, why do i only realise these things when they're gone fuck fuck fuck.

only realise i lost my mp3 after going to AMK hub (with Nani,Fahreeq,Liana) while waiting for a bus. ang mo kio, gasps. AWWA LA BALLS!

si bei sian la now, hokkein all come out already, grrr. need to go study this week and next week, for the next next week is the ICA week already. sian sian sian. GIG TOMORROW! dunno why i dont feel so excited already hahahaha, TP's gig my heart was like pump it pump it. hahha. OKAY GO PLAY DOTA FIRST!




Tuesday, November 6, 2007
hide and seek,
5:10 PM



i woke up this morning, i forgot what was the first thing i thought of.
walked reluctantly to the toilet, wiped the mirror blurred of steam.
looked into the mirror, wow how much have i grown already?
looking into my eyes, probably the only thing that has not changed after all these years.
brown eyes, which the primary school canteen junk food store auntie said was beautiful.
"EH AUNTY IM A BOY LEH, MONTFORT KNOW, ALL GUYS ONE"
brown eyes, which my primary school discipline master Mr.Lock said i wore contact lense, and died my hair brown. (my natural hair colour's brown anyway, but fade away now due to the frequent dyeing my white hair black.)
brown eyes, which Clifford my secondary school friend thought i was wearing coloured contacts too.
eyes, the windows to one's soul, gasps, cant you tell what im thinking when you're talking to me and looking into my eyes? gasps gasps gasps.
perhaps happiness is only something we can pursue, and not actually have it.






Saturday, November 3, 2007
WOOHOOO
9:15 PM

GIG WAS AWESOME MAN, at least to me i guess hahaha.
my brain was like freezing at that moment, just grooving and enjoying that feeling.
SHIOKNESS, maybe this is what im born to do, just not yet developed. practise more!

Anyway, there's video for our gig, hope nick chase that indian videographer everyday to get that video! hahahaha. Okay, Zai gig coming up this Saturday, anyone interested can come support me with yur ten dollars notes! hahaa. Okay enough gig stuffs.

TINGS TO DO LIST!

1.) Marketing Management Ica 1, needa research on the 4P's, SWOT analysis, comment on stengths and weaknesses, ARH so much research needed. GOD, errr, gonna finish by next saturday.

2.) Seok Ching Memorial thingy for National Education, SUCH A WASTE OF TIME. yaya we learnt that we must remember Japanese OWNED us, and we're gonna fucking kill Hiro, satisfied? kakakkaa.

3) REDO my house! so many junks lying here and there, thanks to RH and WH, come my house make noise here there, COME LA I PAY YOU 5 BUCKS PER HOUR TO REDO MY HOUSE!

4) Do my homework everyday, practise my french more, and prepare for ICA's! YEAH, enough of doing nothing in sch!

5)JOIN ORION! young composer, yahooo, try try hahaaha. Thats all for now i think.

Message for everyone!
Fahreeq - thanks for coming down to the gig! eh remember i said once there's stuff i wanna tell you but it's not the time yet, yeah, keep it this way for now first! promise to tell you when time is right!
Chang - thanks for coming down to the gig too! stop looking around for girls can? jajaja, perertic bastard.
Ryan - God i am so proud of you now Ryan dudeeeee, kakaka, GOOD JOB LA! mroe to go! more to gO! hahaha
Pokvin - Eh Jayne a lil sot? go see my friendster, gasps. HAHA GO WEAR YOUR TEP SHIRT, look like *cough* hahhahhaha NIGGA
Nick, Ben andWilson - NICE GIG LA, sorry if i moved around too much, banged ben and nick hahhaa, eh next time after performance sit together leh, im only NYP, so left out siollll. haahhaa. Zai gig this sat, let's do the same!!!
Kye - EH NICE SEEING you on the bus, kakkaa, yur friends all dam funny also. kakaka, tell me again yur next gig when! 24 Nov or something right.
Hosanna - STOP CUTTING YOUR HAIR AND GET A DECENT FACE SHOT PHOTO!

okay im done now, 1st and 2nd things to be done, HERE I COME NOW!












Thursday, November 1, 2007
gasps, honestly
10:10 PM

paranoia spoils friendships, fuck it, stop thinking so much.

GIG IS TOMMORROW, HOW COOL IS THAT. WATCH ME DANCE ALL OUT!

i think im joining Orion, young composer and solo artist, kakaka. i dont know what's got into me.
DONT CARE LA JUST JOIN, FOR FUN, never win dont care,

quoted from pokvin "We're all gonna die anyway". So fuck it, just do whatever you wanna do.

omg, i cant wait for the gig tmr, how i wish all my friends can turn up to watch our very FIRST gig. how cool is that? huh? really la, so fucking excited la. ARHHHHH

Okay, so my first mission is carrying out smoothly, concentrating in classes now. good good.
2nd mission is to further pursue my musical side, idk where it will go, just try try la, cannot nvm.
3rd misson is to further change myself. yeah easier said than done, i've got like 3 things jotted down yet i cant seem to change, fuck it. more time please!

OKAY FOLKS, that all for today, gotta practise Excel now, tomorrow got Tan Ban Seng Ica. WISH ME LUCK FOR THE GIG!












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