I can practise day by day, my magic tricks, just to see you smile.
Strum my guitar, sing out loud to you, just to keep you entertained.
Go around the world, if i'm rich, to get you all the things that you like.
Even let you go, seeing you leave, for you to be with some other guy.
The only thing that I CANT, is to see you SAD.
But for a man who loves that girl, it's hard not to be jealous as she gives no certain answers.
...
He's in doubt.
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rhyming! wheeeeeeeeeeee
NOT only these, the casino that's coming up will also be in view! omg! hahaa everything's nice! execpt the rent amount, you wouldnt want to know. hahaa anyway, ben and i did some stupid shit with his wide mirror. go see if you have the time, and go figure LOL.
i wish everyone good luck for exam later, coz everyone need it, i bet.
Invitation to treat
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
arh, been talking to nick for the past one hour, envy you la! hahhaahaaa, mannnn, BE GRATEFUL CHUN ONG BE GRATEFUL! dont ask for too much hahaa, yeah i guess you're right i have to figure things out. coz what im going for might not be what i want. i dont know. i gotta wake up tomorrow and study hard! NO TIME TO THINK ALREADY! ending off, "you've only got a 100 years to live, dont waste it."
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
subconsciously, the government is pushing all the year 2 students at the edge of falling over. What they call "stress management, time management, work ability" are nothing but covers that are like swords pushing against our back, pushing students over the edge of crashing down. Preparation is nothing but a word they use when you fail. "you lack preparation". I mean, it's not even called a STUDY WEEK. it's just 4 days! (including 2 days of weekend). ITS STUDY DAYS not to mention week. Im getting a headache now, too many things to remember for MM. I need to wake up tomorrow morning and revise again. I hope the revision questions given by my so called "the lecturer that share some similiarities with me" works. OKAY, gtg now, my head just got lighter coz of the hair and heavier coz of the memory gain. BYE!
Monday, January 28, 2008
HAIRCUT
7:47 PM
THERE YOU GO, my sacrifise for IPP. Im born for long hair luh!! irritating. guess this is the
first and last time i'll ever manage to keep this long. NOW IT's GONE. GRRRR STUDY!
Sunday, January 27, 2008
STUDY STUDY STUDY!
10:46 PMSTUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY
Friday, January 25, 2008
you have got to me kidding me, im attached to a gym. GOT TO BE.
"We will plan your attachment place according to your performance in Gym attachment and SPT".
Do i look like a gym person? Did i get A for gym attachment? Are you fucking kidding me?
I aim to work hard for my A in attachment.
Now even the first step has got me stumbled. SCREW THIS SHIT UPSIDE DOWN LEFT RIGHT!
everyone's laughing, thank you guys so much.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
no more projects after tomorrow baby!and i have to cut my hair already! chinese new year's coming so i can get my new tees! and then be rich with all the ang bao money! im gonna miss my messy messy hairy!when im working my way for an A in IPP!but before that i gotta study for my Bfin,efma, law, marketing, sw and ICT!when i get all my grades to B!i might get my GPA to 3!
Monday, January 21, 2008
Your brightest smile is not for me, :)
Sunday, January 20, 2008
a day to ben's place, (my hot aunt's boyfriend)
9:13 PMso yeah a day to ben's place, (my hot aunt's boyfriend). Left home at about 3, and only reached there by 4.30. LOL. I had trouble finding the place "Riverwalk apartment" at boat quay, yeha. nice condo, tons of caucasians. But thank god for losing my way, if not i wouldnt have took all these nice photos (self-claim hhaa) on the way, too many to upload, so yeah, these are the few. 
hahaa i had to candid this photo! 
WA LAO EH! WHERE IS THE CONDO!??!!?! hahahaaahha
His condo, can you believe it, his balcony view is omg omg omg omg omg omgomg 
Saturday, January 19, 2008
William's Bodybuilding Competition!
9:59 PM
will upload more tomorrow! hahha, we had carl's junior after the competition, it was the first time that william took anything other than his stupid tasteless diet after a year! hahaha fucking discipline balls! very indeed. LOL after carl's junior, we even dao bao Donuts from donuts factory back, WHACK ONLY AR!
Friday, January 18, 2008
Nick's Cannon Powershot A710 IS
8:20 PM
hahhaha, lots of fun with the camera! tomorrow going to take pictures for william's competition! HERE"S THE PREVIEW! HAHAAHHAA. Tomorrow's gonna be a good day!
Thursday, January 17, 2008
OMG OMG OMG OMG, hahahaa
10:04 PM
I borrowed nick's cam this morning and i was sweating like crazy coz i had to rush to school for feedback session which Mr.Damien called me back for. hahhaa. BUT IT WAS WORTH IT! got back from sch around 6+ and walked around hougang and took some photos. will upload them later, BUT TIHS PHOTO. HHAHAAHA. i always wanted to do a shot like this! omg, dam satisfied, but everyone thinks it's just okay, hahahaha. FINE LOR, lol, dont care im soo happy now, THANKS NICK FOR THE CAM!
exams,
9:40 AMsorry if i made you uncomfortable, i didnt plan to. lol, can someone teach me how to shut my peripherals? it's irritating. gasps, anyway, life aint so bad afterall~!
Be grateful,
12:14 AMhmm, studying for finance and french test tomorrow. Had dinner with wen hao at Ave 8 and we chat a lil bit. THEN i realised, that my life is kinda blessed right now, compared to others that are so empty, mine is good. Real good. THANKS WEN HAO, I feel so fortunate hahaaa. anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROSE, oh wait, pass 12 already hurhur, dammm. I ought to thank her, she brings out the NICE in me, haha! lololol, AND NICK IS FLOODING ME WITH HIS STORIES HAHHHAHAAAAAA, back to finance!
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
sighs,
11:11 PMi have a feeling imma get judged again. we hope, we wish, you unlock, this box.
dammm
1:06 AM
ICT project is finally over! SW project coming up. So dead for Efma, so excited for IPP. Finance test and French test in 2 days time, and alot of things happening these days, omg, so busy. Oh yeah, that image up there kind cute huh? hagaga, suit my mood, im confused. very very very. dont know what to do, so im just gonna sleep now, and move to the other side of the moon!
Monday, January 14, 2008
I dont scold people,
1:29 AM
err, just re-did my ICT question 6. gasps. stayed at home today to watch Jumangi and AVP 1, which is so not worth my time. Im gonna start mugging hard tomorrow onwards, exams in 2 weeks! And my group has not started on SW project, haha, murdered la. kekeke. talked to Nani on msn for a while and hear her whining and ranting lol, mother funny. WILSON NICK BEN ALL BUSY, nobody accompany me go toysrus, dammmm. Oh yeah, i just wrote another song recently, dont think it's very nice but yeah it's callled THINK AGAIN. a DEEP meaning hahha. close to a mathematical equation i must say. lol. and im learning Jay chou's long juan feng on piano. IT"S SO NICE! i must master this! but no sadly no time keke. im kinda thinking about my life, how i want it to be for year 2008. kinda stuck in a situation where it;s complicated and cant be controlled by me alone. well, let's just see how things turn out yeah? I wanna have what it takes to be a singer, or actor, or Emcee. REALLY! i honestly think i can make it. but i guess people would just say you're having the "ming xin meng" kind of thing going on, dammit. whatever, good night chun ong.
Saturday, January 12, 2008
updates
9:50 PMhur hur, just came back from TP to watch Tp vs Sp's rugby match with Fahreeq. Met up with my secondary school rugby mates and all of them change sooo much. hhahh. Ivan got fiercer, Jeremy turned way bigger, Vincent's more built, so is Gaspar, Wei hao's fashion sense reminds me and Fahreeq of Nyp-SB's Kenneth, Keith's more decent, Shaun grew bigger, Ronald's with more ego and BEN IS GETTING SO BIG! hahahha.
Oh yeah, i performed at Nyp's open house and it wasnt good, sound system wasnt clear, with lots of echo and stuff, so disappointed. Got back some of my results and im pretty satisfied with them, execpt for ICT. Which Mr. TAN BAN SENG (taking back sunday) didnt brief us or told us about anything, AND EXPECT SOOO MUCH FROM US, im so freaking pissed i tell you. Now i have to re-do the report, gosh.
Im eating KFC's cheesy meltz + donuts from munchy donut. and im eating them without guilt coz i had a solid jogging session this morning. oh yeah, im jogging once a week from now. hur hur, it's making me feel comfortable, thank god for not smoking.
erm, i dont know what i should do, really. haha.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
haha
12:30 AMhurhur, i've got nothing to blog about, this is so cool.
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
YEAH!
11:21 PM
omg nick is finally online, (he's my ranting partner), YEAH! hhahaa, sounds kinda gay but who cares lol. somehow he's the one that i can totally open up to, and Wilson. LOL, mother funny la nick, all your retardedness are like showing, JUST PRESS BACKSPACE NEXT TIME LUHH, then your over-prcocess of information wouldnt make your questions structured and un-natural. LOL. in a way. so many things happen lately, and all i can say is, it's more than it seems. People are just looking at the superficial, none knows how i really feel. yeah i guess im a nice guy, know why? i choose to be. Probably because of the most basic philosophy in life, "treat people like how you wanna get treated". It's a theory so general that sometimes it contradict your actions but thats not the point. These are the few words that i can think of right now, exaggeration, power, authority, useless, fake, powerful, positioning, ego, influential, dangerous, words. Here i am trying to help out with the conflict and there you go talking, and that you dont have the slightest clue what im thinking, wrongly accused, wrongly judged. Typical. talking talking talking, gosh. the world is getting harsher it seems, there is more to this know, we will live it up, we will live to tell, so one day you'll understand. perhaps one day when i explode every single detail might be the sharpest piercing arrow.
Hey bloggy,
3:21 AMi tell you something. I have no idea at all, no, none at all. It's just weird and it doesnt make the slightest sense, to make everything appear this way. No oblivious is not the word anymore, it's more than that, like playing a game or something. The one in control is always the same, and you have to keep playing, over and over a game, just to realise that nothing has changed. nothing. at all. it's 3.25.a.m now and i've just finished my business law. I have so many things to rant about. so much. it's heavy. But so little time to suit my rants.
Now, i just feel like giving up. get a vacation and come back a new guy, my typical escape, my typical change. Come back as one that nobody can recognise. BUT is that what i really want? honestly. seriously. I HAVE NO IDEA AT ALL, no, none at all. It's just weird and it doesnt make the slightest sense. Why do you have to do this, why do you have to do that, why did you decide to stay here, why did you decide to go there. why why why why why. Blogging shows my insecurity, i dont like that. no no, dont like. hah, im somehow can relate to market positioning. It's the way you position yourself, but why would you wanna position yourself in this way? adding those tiny little details that are not necessary at all! or was that the IMPORTANT point that i missed out. I really dont know, and i dont blame myself for being stupid. Because, ... ... ... Nick and Ben and I are the same. SAME SAME SAME SAME SAME. We just get our skin hooked on and dragged by a fish hook that pierce right into our flesh. And while we struggle to get away, it just hurt more every pull you try. AND IT ALL COMES BACK to one point. Think Again.
Monday, January 7, 2008
projects are,
2:56 AM
It's been so long since i've slept at 3.a.m at home, my comfortable bed is waiting for me but i've been doing my marketing management due date tomorrow. keke.I've been looking for re-inforcements from Wilson and Nick and they're both busy, so i have to rely on my stupid computer skills to come up with some design for my new food court concept. haha. i think i did a pretty good job though the words are kind boring. and yeah, i came up with the food court law thingy concept, haha i think it's brilliant. sorry. hwahahwhaa. im just so tireddddd dd now, wahahaha, safhoasiff. byebye, oh, why you have to be so cute? it's impossible to ignore you. whahahaha.
Saturday, January 5, 2008
040108
8:24 PMkekeke, it just felt so right. hahaha. whatever.
have you ever watched jackass or wrestling shows with your family?
hahahaha. YOU SHOULD. mother funny balls.
so i went jogging this morning, realise my fitness dropped. Thinking back how i used to get 9th in cross-country, top few for 400m during sports day and how i always come in first for 2.4's in secondary school time. gawd. I shouldnt have quit Badminton and joined Rugby in sec 2, dammit. Then i would get my fitness. AND I WILL ALSO WIN CEDRIC! hahahaa, no luh kiddind. BUT, joining Rugby was a good choice! If not i wouldnt be who i am today. Rugby builds character, and that's so true. I've never been serious in Badminton trainings, but for Rugby trainings, i always give my best haha, somehow, i dont know why either. and SOMEHOW, i just became another person, not that arrogant chinese badminton player anymore. yeah SOMEHOW SOMEHOW SOMEHOW. hhahhaaha,
Oh yeah, i might be performing for NYP open house on the coming thursday, friday and saturday, timing not confirm yet. IM GOING JOGGING TOMORROW AGAIN! i hope it will help me feel better so i can sing bettttteeerrrr! hur hur. okay, gotta Dota, then EFMA!
Friday, January 4, 2008
huh?
9:24 PM
what more can i ask for,
this is best.
Thursday, January 3, 2008
hurhur.
7:03 PM
i dont remember anything happened in school today, i'm just feeling so sick.
oi, i like you la.
12:08 AM
yay i love my new heartogram shirt, keke. im still feeling sick. what came out of my nose today weigh about 1kg i guess. gasps. Marketing mangement project due date in 4 days, We So Screwed. Just did my SW homework.
Oh yeah, i've figured and learnt something. That, the better the people's skills, the more dangerous he'll be. The closer you're with someone, the more you wouldnt see where's their flaw.
And my new year resolution, the biggest and largest philosophy of all.
Accept everyone for who they are.
I believe this is hardest of all.
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
hur hur.
11:24 PMi honestly think she is oblivious.
east coast celebration.
8:35 AMi am feeling super uncomfortable now, we played the drinking game again with vodka raspberry, SICKest game ever. It was really fun though, hhahaa. Great night with Basil,Ben,Cheryl, Nick,Shand, Wilson and Yumi. really cool night. Catching crabs still fascinates me. Oh yeah, i touched a DSLR. so awesome.
Oh yes, i added on to my 2008 to-do-list.
1.)Not to even touch one ciggarette in 2008.
2.)Start exercising and get my fitness back.
i am in the phase of quitting smoking so i'll wake up with flu or running nose almost everyday, it's so uncomfortable. I finally figured, after all these years, Health first, Wealth second.