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The only thing you gave me, was the gift, of missing you, jaja. underneath the stars
I'll wait for you darling.

I can practise day by day, my magic tricks, just to see you smile.
Strum my guitar, sing out loud to you, just to keep you entertained.
Go around the world, if i'm rich, to get you all the things that you like.
Even let you go, seeing you leave, for you to be with some other guy.
The only thing that I CANT, is to see you SAD.
But for a man who loves that girl, it's hard not to be jealous as she gives no certain answers.
...
He's in doubt.
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Wednesday, November 26, 2008
10:14 PM


=) today.



Tuesday, November 25, 2008
11:00 PM

helll, ica on my birthday.
awesome view of the sky today =)
ran 11.15 for 2.4km, hmm.
self-development to a better person.
oh, did i mention your beautiful?


Sunday, November 23, 2008
and i, will come around, for you.
11:59 PM


"Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own."--Robert Heinlein
"True love begins when nothing is looked for in return."--Antoine De Saint-Exupery






Wednesday, November 19, 2008
10:02 PM


Suppose I said
I am on my best behavior
there are timesI lose my worried mind
Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?
Suppose I said
Colors change for no good reason
words will go
From poetry to prose
Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?
And I, in time, will come around, come around
I always do for you
Suppose I saidYou're my saving grace?
My graceMy selfMy myself and I...
When I'm someone else
When I'm someone else
When I'm someone else
When I'm not myself
Myself
Myself






12:04 AM



your words are poison. ouch
how long do i have to be like this?
you seem happy so i guess thats just fine


Monday, November 17, 2008
11:31 PM








Sunday, November 16, 2008
4:34 AM


just went supper with pok at jalan kayu.


hahaha fucking hilarious, 3 months license gone. OWNAGE.


dam noob at dota somemore, tsk HAHAAHHA.


and the "black forest" joke is gonna stay with you FOREVER! HAHA!


okay shall not be so mean.




updates - passed my RTT finally and waiting for prac 6,7 then TP!


got in through Orion finals, dont really have the mood to by the way. zz


yoohoo, screwed my life up once again.


i need to talk to you. tsk.






Friday, November 14, 2008
7:39 PM







11:03 AM

Another place to go before die list : Loy Krathong





It takes two pairs of hands to release.



Monday, November 10, 2008
4:08 PM

my uncle just passed away ytd.
haiz, was wondering when and how i would die in the future.
manzz, i really dont want to regret my this life for not making the best out of it.
but things just arent right for me.
its giving me headache and heartache.
I WANT TO LIVE THIS LIFE WITH NO REGRETS.
but look at the situation here, what the **** can i do?


12:17 AM

IIn one of the many things to do before i die list.
OMG DEJAVU. i dreamt of this picture while posting this entry! cool =)
Was watching a documentary about poor African kids living in those crude environment.
It got me wondering how i should spend my money in future.
Spend all my money for my personal gain? Living my dream by travelling around the world?
Or simple donating them to those that need it more than me.
It's about saving a life, yeah thats what its about.
I dont want to talk now.








Sunday, November 9, 2008
5:03 AM

I kinda wrote a letter about all the things i wanna say to you.
But its definitely not the time to be so honest.
I'd really like to hear how you'd describe me as a person.
i would really love to show you but i guess im not sure if its right.
had almost too much to drink at today's bbq, just came back. heh. hate drinking.
gotta study really hard this sem, please remind me!
RTT on monday, must pass!


Wednesday, November 5, 2008
9:59 PM

i feel stupid today.
and what happened to conversations?


Tuesday, November 4, 2008
11:40 PM









home-made bbq! hehe. last week of holidays was best, had class chalet, 4e4 gathering, bbq with wh and rh. wow, i met up with all my closest friends! heh.
2nd day of school, heh everything went back to square one. everything.
its kind of annoying not only for me but its beyond my control.
i really need to look at things differently.
okay, events coming up.
1) Orion. 2) NAFPA Test 3) RTT 4) TP for bike license
5) Gotta be projects and more projects 6) My Birthday 7) And everyone elses birthday lol.
8) Gotta find a job. OKAY DONE. shall cycle to school tomorrow =)


Saturday, November 1, 2008
7:25 AM

i'm a decent man, though i drink and smoke. but yeah i hate drinking and can quit smoking.
i play music, i'm pretty tamed.
i love sports to relax myself.
i want to be successful and make something big outta myself.
i wanna stay in a condo, drive my own car. provide my family well.
i wanna keep in touch with my close friends and be there when they did help, vice versa.
I want you, to give me something to fight for in life.
to give you a better place for you and me.
to fulfil my destiny in this life.


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