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The only thing you gave me, was the gift, of missing you, jaja. underneath the stars
I'll wait for you darling.

I can practise day by day, my magic tricks, just to see you smile.
Strum my guitar, sing out loud to you, just to keep you entertained.
Go around the world, if i'm rich, to get you all the things that you like.
Even let you go, seeing you leave, for you to be with some other guy.
The only thing that I CANT, is to see you SAD.
But for a man who loves that girl, it's hard not to be jealous as she gives no certain answers.
...
He's in doubt.
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Sunday, January 18, 2009
you need great love to sing this song.
10:00 AM

I hear she's kickin' ass across the board and rock two hundred thousand higher scorer
Just in time to save the world of being taken over.
She's a warrior
I couldn't play again because the game it never end it never even landed on the can
And never let me in to spend my quarter.
There's no love for me no more.
Say it isn't so
How she easily come, how she easy go
Please don't tell her that I've been meaning to miss her.Because I don't.
She was the girl with the broadest shoulders
But she would die before I crawled over them.
She is taller than I am.
She knew I wouldn't mind the view there
Or the altitude with a mouth full of air
She let me down and doubt came out until the now became later.
Say that it isn't so
How she easily come, how she easy go
Please don't tell her that ive been meaning to miss her
Because i dont, not for her its not that im mad to forgive, forget what i say...
That I'm crazy like the rest of us
And I'm crazier when I'm next to her.
So why after the all of everything that came and went
I care enough to still be singing of the bitter end and broken eras.I told you I don't but
I am only trying to be the best with my intent to cure
The rest is sure to lay me ease
the plural hurts of the words of reverse psychology
That's easier said Easier than done
Please don't dare tell her what I've become
Please don't mention all the attention I have drawn
Please don't bother cause she'll feel guilty when I'm gone
Because I'm crazy like the rest of us
But I'm crazier when I'm next to her
And it's amazing how she's so self-assured
But I know she'd hate me if she knew my words
Do I hurt anymore
Do I hurt, well
I don't
I don't
I don't


1:41 AM


down.


Friday, January 16, 2009
9:52 PM

seriously, macam everything i do also wrong. hahhahaa.

its frustrating until i think its funny already.

i mean hahaha, maybe theres really a greater force somewhere.

this is so sleepy.........


1:20 AM

its not my time lar,
but once i see ben, wilson, nick, all my stress gone =)
gotta love them!
btw, happy birthday rose!







Wednesday, January 14, 2009
11:45 PM



pause, i love it now.
=) =) =) =) =0




Sunday, January 11, 2009
10:57 PM




just some pictures i took. super beginner with camera, heh.

sucha waste that i didnt focus on the key properly on the last photo. sucha waste.

today's good, went to the zoo with the crazy bunch and makan like mad.

feels like MALAYSIA!







Saturday, January 10, 2009
11:46 PM


COQ: i'll be cover (d90) from Gary Chun on Vimeo.

LOL, sorry for the poor pitching for my background song and this testing video.

was just testing out the camera and trying to compose a new song.

this 2 days had been real fun, ZOO TOMORROW! hehe.

love you nick.



Friday, January 9, 2009
3:23 AM

Sometimes its black, sometimes its white



Wednesday, January 7, 2009
10:28 PM

now its even more painful to see someone getting hurt,
yet cant go over coz it might all turn out wrong again.
that sudden urge of rushing there.zz
stop appearing in my dreams. im scared of love already
i'll be better when im older,
i'll be the greatest fan of your life.
i'll be


1:28 AM


it's painful


Tuesday, January 6, 2009
1:27 AM

kou ying xin luan. what a fool.


Monday, January 5, 2009
12:43 AM



you should be independant, you must be in control of your life.
yet you should not be in control of mine, for we are nothing.


Sunday, January 4, 2009
1:36 AM

i dont know what to write. screw this.


Friday, January 2, 2009
5:17 AM


cannot sleep lar.


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