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The only thing you gave me, was the gift, of missing you, jaja. underneath the stars
I'll wait for you darling.

I can practise day by day, my magic tricks, just to see you smile.
Strum my guitar, sing out loud to you, just to keep you entertained.
Go around the world, if i'm rich, to get you all the things that you like.
Even let you go, seeing you leave, for you to be with some other guy.
The only thing that I CANT, is to see you SAD.
But for a man who loves that girl, it's hard not to be jealous as she gives no certain answers.
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He's in doubt.
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Monday, December 31, 2007
i figured this is the last time im gonna get online in 2007, haha
6:39 PM

SO I DECIDED TO BLOG! hahha. first of all, i wanna thank my blog, for being able to withstand and remember my rants so that i can constantly remind myself what to do. hahhha. erm. life has been great, and i dont even remember since when. haah, really! honestly, i think i've been somehow blessed. My life has been good. Now everything's going fine, friends, school work, bike license, family, relationship. COOL. hahhaha. SO the only thing lacking is MONEY. so here comes my to-do-list for year 2008!

1.) Earn enough money to afford my own bike!
2.) no wait, before that i need to pass my license, yeah, so i wish i can pass smoothly as well. hah
3.) Hope my attachment be a fruitful and good experience about working life.
4.) GET MY GPA TO 3!
5.) Love my family more,
6.) love my friends more,
7.) get more matured. thinking, speaking,
8.) OH YEAH SPEAKING, trying to get rid of all my slangs and vulgarities.
9.) GET A JOB to earn money, how can i forget? lol
10.) Ride safely, i dont want to die.
11.) no la, i wont forget you la, you're in my wish list too! hahaa

2007 is the best year in my life.









Saturday, December 29, 2007
I NEED A REAL HOLIDAY!
9:54 PM

Marketing Management - Halfway, 60% not done.
S&W - Haven started.
Business Law - Halfway, 50% done
ICT - Halfway - 70% done.

This holiday hasnt been much of an enjoying one. gasps. TWO MORE MONTHS AND I WILL BE A YEAR THREE STUDENT, how fast is that? i still look like a freaking year one! omg la. hahhahaha. oh oh. went to take bike license theory this morning, kinda boring. Wilson and i keep dozing off lol. The instructors are pretty funny la, one called mohammad ali, the other Mohammad Sharif. I think Khaldon's father haahaha. I'm looking at Bryan's and Tran's friendster, I am so envious of them making big money. I want to get rich so bad. trust me, i know how to spell p-o-o-r. i honestly think im the p-o-o-r-e-s-t in my class or from secondary to poly. I AM THAT POOR, PLEASE SOMEONE, organise a "Save A Chun-Ong Day". Donate me your cash, and CASH only, hahahaa. Alright, i shall read through Chang's findings now.









Thursday, December 27, 2007
more projects.
1:58 AM

HELLO BLOGGIE, i love myself.


Tuesday, December 25, 2007
hahahaa trying to write emo songs again.
1:18 PM

white spots on the mirror and i thought it was snowing,
then i realise they're foams when im brushing my teeth.
talking to myself and spitting unconciously,
this is how i get my christmas eve.

the car is coming, and it's horn is sounding,


movie marathon on christmas.
7:15 AM

just came back after a night out with wilson, dammm gay. but yeah hahaa, we walked around in town and there's like tons of people around spraying those "snow" like thingy on each other. i must say it's the ah beng's night out. spray like nobody business, even aim bangala workers. spray straight up on their faces. i might be heading down to my grandma house later at night, like i said i wanna treat my family better, so i should head down myself. okay, time to sleep now. i still dont know what's on your mind. at all haha.


Saturday, December 22, 2007
this box.
8:41 PM

if i'm your heart,
i would find a way out the box you've locked me in.
if i'm your mouth,
i would talk to him more coz i know he doesnt know what to say.
if i'm your lips,
i would stretch myself and smile just to let him see.

so why are you locking me up in this box?
if there's no way, then let him know.
dont ever give him false hope.
so why are you locking me up in this box?
we hope you unlock, we wish you unlock,
this box.


Wednesday, December 19, 2007
whose this girl.
8:12 PM

So woke up today morning in Nick's place and went to Yio Chu Kang Driving Centre to register for my bike lessons. So Nick's mom was discouraging me to take up bike, coz it's dangerous and one of her church people just passed away from a motorbike accident. I was really considering whether to take up bike lessons, nonetheless, i still registered. But since i decided to take up bike and to ride safely, i would limit myself to not ride the bike till i memorized the whole singapore map. Coz i was told most beginners get into car accidents as they're not familiar with the road, so while they're busy looking for the right route, concentration's lacking and thats how they get involve. So for my safety, and the safety of others, i should and i must hehe.

YAY going Cheryl's place on saturday, im learning to bake cookies! WHEE! hahhaa. she bakes fantastic cookies. yum yum. super duper nice.

Okay gotta summarize my business law article now. my blog is so boring.












Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Im thinking of.
4:28 AM

OMG, ryan just passed me his keyboard. OMGOMG, i've been working on it the whole dayy hahaa, i can play a lil of apologize by one republic now. I'm gonna master this in this holiday! haha. erm, events coming up, 1) S&W project, Business Law project, ICT project and Marketing Mangement project. GOSH. 2) Wednesday morning go register for bike. 3) Dec 30th go work at banquet. 4) 28th go AH MA house makan. 5.) MASTER MY APOLOGIZE SONG BY ONE REPUBLIC! YEAH!. 6.) still wondering if i should do, but er, like no time alraedy lehhh, what should i do?

Anyway, im so glad that people like my song wheeeee, hahha, i feel so good. kakkaa. i feel motivated, really. and honoured. haaha. it's 4.33am in the morning and i dont feel asleep somehow. Must be from saying wenhao's gay for 2 hours hahahhaa. OKAY practise piano now, shall now wake up my bro though. hhaa. AND I AM THE LEGEND IS MUST WATCH! ANYONE UP FOR THE MOVIE CALL ME! HAHHA. good night honey.



Sunday, December 16, 2007
Watching Home Alone.
1:22 PM

Home Alone Movie On Youtube

I wanna watch a movie with you, in my arms.


i love butch walker.
1:02 AM

omg i want to sing like him in a years time! or less i hope hahaha. watch this! omg, fantastic lyrics.

BUTCH WALKER YOUTUBE VIDEO



Friday, December 14, 2007
WHEEEE, finally recorded my song.
10:57 PM

haaha, school today was kinda messed up. First, i woke up late for my ICT test, only 5% but still, dammmm. Secondly, had to do the final touch-ups on Business Finance project. Thirdly, i feel like getting knock back into square one. gasps. how interesting.

Now thanks to deng lin, my head has been spinning the whole day, hahaaha. butoh la. And thank you nick! let me record my song haha, you're flying to Manchester now so take care! bring some cool stuff back! hahhaa, and the AIR GUN for han jie. LOL.

AND HERE"S THE LYRICS TO MY SONG HEHE. yes i sang it, sorry if it's out of tune. hahah.

It’s okay to be afraid, it’s okay to be confused, I am here with you.
These are the words I would like to hear,
say them twice and say them clear,
now look me in the eyes.

Your company is all I need, stay right here with me.
Come here and hold my hand, don’t ever let me go.

Way to go, way to go, don’t ever let me run away.
Way to go, way to go, don’t ever let me go. Tell me something I don’t know.

After all these months, my love for you never subsides.
Can’t you tell, I’m always there when you need help.
Im standing here alone, singing this song to you.
Are you touched? Did I even make you smile?

Your company is all I need, stay right here with me.
Come here and hold my hand, don’t ever let me go..

Way to go, way to go, don’t ever let me run away.
Way to go, way to go, don’t ever let me go. Tell me something I don’t know.
Tell me something I don’t know, tell me something I don’t know.
Be the flowers in the vase, be the flowers of my life.

It’s okay to be afraid, I am here with you.
I’m just like an empty vase, waiting for flowers to fill in my life.

Give some comments! this is the first time i ever wrote a song, and im hoping to write more! haha. GOOD NIGHT<>









Thursday, December 13, 2007
James Wong
10:05 PM


eh this guy ar, a bad lecturer. though he might not know what he's talking about in the lecture notes but what he say about the sports tourism management thing was quite interesting. His idea about it was not bad and i have been thinking quite alot about the industry. i've always been interested in working in a hotel, service industry hmm, doesnt sound bad to me at all. and thats why my first choice for poly intake was hospitality & tourism management but i cant get in cause i was short of one point for course (COP 12). dammmmm hahahaha.


anyway, i was thinking about my future and i decided to really find out more about health, gym stuff, spa, golf, HAIYA, almost everything that's related to sports and wellness la. I dont want to get a diploma and not remember anything that i was given a chance to learn. I want to be the cool, enthusiastic with full of passion hardworking knowledgable twenty two year old. So for now, i'm going to start researching on stuff and know my stuff, [including each countries whereabouts and information (dont ask i just want to haha)]. And in my spare time, i will play my music, try to compose my own songs, and practise with the band. (I STILL THINK WE CAN MAKE IT BIG SIAAA). hahaha seriously.


So thats about my career, for love life, i plan to get married around 28, chiong work 6 years to see what i can really achieve, if i can. this is just the plan of course. i dont think everything would go as smoothly, but from today onwards, i shall not waste time anymore. Life is too short.


So good luck to me and my ambition. GARY CHUN ONG QI, you can do it.









Wednesday, December 12, 2007
I feel good today, so that's what i should do.
11:38 PM


im gonna write a song with chorus "you're my favourite hello and hardest goodbye" dont care what copy or what. Must use this as chorus! hahaahaah. im working on 3 projects now, 1 due tomorrow and 2 more on friday. omg so busy!

I'm still planning what to do during the 2 weeks holiday, i know there's projects to be done, but i wanna go on vacation with my friends, or work. still deciding. just hope that projects dont clash with my job!

i left my egg in nick's place and i cant wait for another singing session with Orion peeps so i can shake my egg! hahhaa.

I'm not sure that if you are the one behind me, but, my peripheral instinct and hope wish it was you.

MORE LYRICS PLEASE!


Tuesday, December 11, 2007
i feel like writing song again wheeee
5:26 PM

okay i need to get couple of things done,
EFMA project - im suppose to do cash flow analysis for my team.
Finance project - im suppose to do Question 4 for my team on the phrasing of financing types.
ICT project - to subscribe to some sports gear article.

Omg it is so easy to list them out but so hard to get it done! and my brother's coming back from NS today, he's gonna occupy the com and i wouldnt get to do my work! hahahhaa, omg for now.

today's a pretty funny day, whatever, START FINANCE NOW BEFORE I KENA SCOLDING! hahahahahahaha











Sunday, December 9, 2007
Celebrating Nick's birthday
7:26 PM

i feel so stupid. i feel so stupid. and yes i feel so stupid. i bought an original rusty cap for 40 bucks when i can get a hoody from river island for 45 which is so nice. really really dumb! i think i was somehow psycho-ed by that uncle coz he's so nice, and i will feel bad if i dont buy from him haha, omg. somehow i just bought it and just dwelled on it for the whole day and today. i am so stupid omg.

so we bought nick a 200 bucks pedal and i think Nick is having fun with it haha. His friends bought him BAMBOO, not that mari-kita stick, but some tablet costing 200 too, omg. AND AND AND. his dad got him i-touch, OMG. AND AND AND, every auntie that came to his house gave him red packet. around 6 aunties? and all of them look rich. GRRRR hahaaha, so fortunate right this kid? i shall stop admiring his wealthiness and APPRECIATE WHAT I HAVE!. keke.

i spent 40 bucks on cap, 20 bucks topping up my card, 20 bucks for guitar bag, makan and cab fare 10 bucks, and another 30 for nick's present. like OMG, 120 bucks gone like that. i soooo need to work in that 2 weeks of holiday man. SOMEONE OFFER ME JOB PLEASE!









i think i am perpetually stupid by Nick Chia, Be sure to support this local artist's brand new album! (Chicken Chop)
7:01 PM

LYRICS FOR SONG

This will be another song that goes out to no one, 'cause i believe you can't hear this, you won't hear this or you probably will not understand 'cause you're so far away, and you're not here today,

i stay up these nights just because you do too and it's nice just us two 'cause i've read that conversations can make reservations i've made renovations would you save me a seat would you save me a seat,

though you're so far away literally, physically, emotionally you're not here today, definitely, not possibly not even close to me

i open my mouth but damn. there's no sound i try one more time and i sound so damn pathetic... there is no harder sentence to listen and understand. what the hell did i mean? my arms are shaking even when i try to read between the lines but i cannot understand them at all. maybe i'm perpetually stupid, or just inferior, there's probably nothing there, and probably nothing here and that's my greatest fear.

i try to make you look in my eyes but i cannot cause they're just way too small. but i believe that one day i can line them so perfectly you'll see me, even when







Wednesday, December 5, 2007
ORION OWNS! O.o
7:39 PM

hmmmm, kinda disappointed that i lose...
actually, i didnt really lose, I WON 30 NEW CRAZY ASS FRIENDS! hahahaahaa.
omg, each and everyone so enthu about music, so crazy! hahhhaa, nice bunch of people!

CONGRATS TO ALL WINNERS! everyone did well. Kinda felt sorry for Shakira because she had a beautiful voice but wasnt on form today, OMG RIGHT! zz.

Elton dont worry la! dont feel bad! lol, you really did well, your song is really powerful, SOO CATCHY!! i hear once only go home bath also singing "SO BREAK THE SILENCE" hahhahaa. really good, you deserve to win dude! hahaha. Better treat us lunch sometime! hahhaa,

Okay, so joining orion was definitely the right choice, meet so many people that share that love for music, felt the support from the friends, felt the 5-10 seconds of applause that just warms your heart by giving you recognition, THIS IS SO PRICELESS. hehe. though i didnt win, i got my mission accomplished, though it seem that there's no rewards or return yet, i hope someday it will. hehe

THANKS EVERYONE FOR COMING DOWN! Rahman, rahman's gf, Reggie, Reggie's girlfriend, Ryan, Cedric, Fahreeq, Arvind, Teng Chung, NICK, BASIL, rose and moyi! THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR SUPPORT! hahahaa, and thank you sue for that M&M's chocolate! very cute! AND THANK YOU CEDRIC FOR THE cute cute bottles of Vodka! haahaha, WHAT A WONDERFUL DAY, now, prepare for my french ICA tomorrow, im so dead.









Tuesday, December 4, 2007
ORION TOMORROW
10:38 PM

i'm still wondering about the tickets thing, zzzz i am going to sleep now, hope i can get sufficient tickets for my friends! drink one more glass of water now and head on pillow already!






Monday, December 3, 2007
WHEEEE
8:44 PM

hey hey! orion audition went pretty well today! hehe, we're doing this tribute thing for the 5 dragonboaters who moved on. rehearsal again tomorrow and the real thing is on Wednesday! omg omg, hahhaa, first time join singing competition siolll, playing guitar somemore haha. just hope i dont get sick and be well-conditioned!

one thing that is troubling me is the tickets. they only issued 5 tickets for every contestants, like SIAN, so im not sure who to ask yet, so few tickets, if only i can get around 15, i would ask more people to come.

another thing troubling me is my studies! im missing classes for this Orion competition, zz, whatever it is, after all these events, imma study harder! OMG TODAY'S ICT paper was messed up, just hope i can luckily pass keke, i was enjoying the full 50 minutes paper though LOL. whatever, dunno la, go play dota now, tomorrow missing business law tutorial sian.









Sunday, December 2, 2007
FLYING LA, hahaha
11:23 AM

omg yesterday night by the beach was awesome, play guitar sing song, checking phone for sms-es, taking pictures, makan, omg omg omg omg.

LIFE IS SO GOOODDDD OMGGGGGGG, hahhahahahhaha, i love the bag THANK YOU WENHAO AND RUIHONG! both of you play me basket! but never mind forgive you for the bag hahaaah! THANK YOU to my 2 fags, ryan and fahreeq for wallet again! omg omg omg. i love the mp3! OMG OMG OMG love you guys nick ben wilson. thanks for the cake and everything, REALLY SIA, FLYING LEH! hahahhaaa. and special thanks to everyone who remembered my birthday! kekeke, really fantastic day. sleeping in the tent, waking up in the middle of the night with the night full of stars and bright moon, omg, how i wish someone special was beside me enjoying that moment. hahahaaa, omg omg omg, and sunrise is pretty awesome too, kekee omg omg omg what a day.

we took tons of pictures yesterday, will upload soon! oh yeah, i did kiss my parents goodbye ytd and i seriously need to sleep right now haahhahaa, blog again later! lovely night, thanks everyone again! MY NAME IS GARY CHUN ONG QI, i am going to be successful one day.









Saturday, December 1, 2007
go shorty is your birthday! hahahhahaa
6:22 PM

omg omg omg, first time so many people greeted me. hahahhaa i feel so honoured. omg omg dam shiok hahhahaa, okay, im going to kiss my parents before going out later. ENJOY LIFE TONIGHT GARY! for it's the beginning of your future! more obstacles coming your way and we're gonna get through themmmm!!!!

Right now, i wanna thank all the people around me for letting me learn and get to know more about you guys, really, each and everyone. i wish all of my friends for eternal life! please all dont die so fast! hahhahha. i also wish that i can change myself more, character, approach, philosophy, direction. AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, treat my friends better and my family.

Okay, im going to prepare my stuff now, heading to peninsula to change my guitar strings first then go east coast! yeah! thanks everyone agaiN!










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