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The only thing you gave me, was the gift, of missing you, jaja. underneath the stars
I'll wait for you darling.

I can practise day by day, my magic tricks, just to see you smile.
Strum my guitar, sing out loud to you, just to keep you entertained.
Go around the world, if i'm rich, to get you all the things that you like.
Even let you go, seeing you leave, for you to be with some other guy.
The only thing that I CANT, is to see you SAD.
But for a man who loves that girl, it's hard not to be jealous as she gives no certain answers.
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He's in doubt.
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Tuesday, November 6, 2007
hide and seek,
5:10 PM



i woke up this morning, i forgot what was the first thing i thought of.
walked reluctantly to the toilet, wiped the mirror blurred of steam.
looked into the mirror, wow how much have i grown already?
looking into my eyes, probably the only thing that has not changed after all these years.
brown eyes, which the primary school canteen junk food store auntie said was beautiful.
"EH AUNTY IM A BOY LEH, MONTFORT KNOW, ALL GUYS ONE"
brown eyes, which my primary school discipline master Mr.Lock said i wore contact lense, and died my hair brown. (my natural hair colour's brown anyway, but fade away now due to the frequent dyeing my white hair black.)
brown eyes, which Clifford my secondary school friend thought i was wearing coloured contacts too.
eyes, the windows to one's soul, gasps, cant you tell what im thinking when you're talking to me and looking into my eyes? gasps gasps gasps.
perhaps happiness is only something we can pursue, and not actually have it.






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